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my inner secrets (missy) « Thread Started on Aug 28, 2006, 4:22pm »
So here is my latest journal filled with my thoughts from school and even some of me memories from long ago. I've had...oh god how many has it been? At least twenty five journals already so you can bet I'm pretty experienced in this field. I suppose I wrote so much because I was lonely and in a way my journal was my only thing to talk to and express myself. Even when there wasn't much to say and my day was boring (which it usually was) I went off on random things and talked about my dreams
So of course I have to talk about the people in my life, old and new. They are the most important thing and are part of what makes me well..me! Here is where you'll find my friends, crushes, aquantinces, and even enemies! If I have any that is...I hope not. I may also tell you about my day depending on how I'm feeling or if I just need to blow some steam. well here it goes!
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Re: my inner secrets (missy) « Reply #1 on Aug 28, 2006, 4:37pm »
First off of course, is crushes. I know that everyone wants to always read about crushes first and because it is usually at the end they just skim through and skip everyone else. So I'll put it first so everything will be read! I know in the future I would just skim..and I know I'M the only one reading this...
Kaine-I may have a crush on Kaine...*giggle* so its a bit more then a little crush. I really like Kaine but I'm not sure he can be serious about just one girl and if he could how would I know he would pick me? I hope I'm wrong.
We first met in gym class when we were on the same team. Then I saw him again at the welcoming dance and then on the coast! Must be fate huh? I'm not so sure but still what a coincidence. Well had quite a night, he was having problems because it was a full moon and..did I mention he's a werewolf? Oh well now you know. So anyways....we also had to take shelter in a small cave nearby because it was too stormy to get back to school. Then it gets even more surprising. A pregnant wolf came into the cave and she was badly hurt. I tried to help her best I could but she died and so did two other cubs....but I saved one and I named him Asher! I love him to pieces! Kaine really is nice even though he's a wolf and he offered to take me and Asher to his family so his mom could take care of him because he's really sick. That was so nice wasn't it? So now I'm at their house, had some akward situation when the topic of his old girlfriend Luna came up but besides that its good. It love how many siblings he has! He is so lucky in that way. well I'd better go to bed so I can get up tomorrow!:
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Re: my inner secrets (missy) « Reply #2 on Aug 29, 2006, 5:12pm »
Boom- aww I luv boom! She is so awesome because she's always so happy and energetic! She seems to have endless energy and is always nice. I first met her in gym class but I never got a chance to talk to her or know her name. But when I was walking through the gardens I met boom again. She was a squirrel! That's her shifter form which seems to fit her don't you think? Anyways we talked for awhile about different things and the dance when a guy name bandon showed up and we talked with him too. I found out later that day that boom's also one of my roommates. Which is so cool to have a roommate like her even if she is hyperactive.
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Re: my inner secrets (missy) « Reply #3 on Sept 5, 2006, 10:40pm »
Libra-another friend because she's my room mate. I don't know Libra very well yet but she has always been so nice to me when I talk to her and we seem to get along fine. She includes other people and has a great personality. She was even made Deputy Head Girl so I will get to spend some more time with her. And she is friends with Kaine too....very good friends it seems....anyways, I hope I will have more to write about her soon.
Hey did I tell you? I was made head girl today! I was so surprised I couldn't even believe it! It makes me so happy I'm going to do everything I can to be a great head girl, I hope I don't let anyone down. I mean I'm so shy sometimes but I will try my best to be friendly to everyone. Bandon is head boy, I already said Libra was deputy girl and Kaine is deputy boy. I also just started my first class, dutch class. It sounds interesting and I always wanted to learn another language so I bet it'll be fun!
He's an interesting thing, me and Kaine had a discussion yesterday about our future like how many kids and what kind of spouse we want. I'm very surprised a boy would even talk about it but he brought it up! Haha, it was funny and I think I freaked him out a little bit. Anyway, I love my little Asher still he is soo cute. Today I talked to Raven when I went into our dorms. I was wondering where she was but she explained she had just fallen asleep somewhere..that's a relief because I had been real worried about her. I hear that gem and libra were starting a band! Isn't that cool? I could never even try out for that but I bet they'll be great. Speaking of which, there is still so many people I haven't met yet, I better fix that soon. Bye for now!
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Re: my inner secrets (missy) « Reply #4 on Oct 6, 2006, 4:56pm »
Gemini:- um, I don't know what to say. She seems nice in general and loves to have a good time, plus she can make up really cool ideas. But.....she kind of got me drunk on purpose and that just isn't very nice. She is Libra's sister and they get along great. I wish all the sisters and brothers in that family did, I heard there was some problems. But that could just be rumors and it isn't for me to judge. Gemini is really funny and witty about everything. But I think that maybe she could be a little for careful about what she says sometimes people's feelings get hurt. Overall Gemini is a nice person and I like her.
Wow, I am so far behind on this one! I think I might just skip ahead a few chapters because saying everything would take too long and just be boring. So Kaine and I have grown soo close, and I got upset for a little while when I found out he had a thing for Libra. But he chose between us and chose me! I am so surprised like this but very happy. I feel sorry for Libra though because she had met him before me. He told me he would try to keep his emotions and instincts in check as much as he could and...that he loves me! Can you believe it? I can still hardly believe it.
So I talked to Raven some more and I hope and think we are friends now. She has had a lot of stuff happen in her life and she must be a very strong spirit to be able to pull through.
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Re: my inner secrets (missy) « Reply #5 on Oct 9, 2006, 5:25pm »
Raven- a very nice and confused girl. She is open about her past and her feelings, and I don't know much about her but she has had some trouble in life. She has split personalities! I don't think I would be able to handle that, especially not the part that she can't even control them when she wants to. Sometimes her personalities are good, sometimes they are bad. You can't really ever tell what she is going to be. I hope we will become closer friends soon, we are also room mates.
Bad news....my parents sent me a letter and they set up a suitor for me! It's terrible! He's rich, he's an elf, has good parents, everything that my parents want. I'm sure they are very hopefully that he will court me and then when I am old enough we will get married. Well not if little Missy has anything to say about it. I'm going home to talk to them, and Kaine wants to come with. I told him to be on his best behavor of course..wonder how that will turn out. I told Kaine not to worry though I'm pretty much panicing myself. He thought of a great plan! We are going to pretend to be engaged and that Asher is our kid! So it may be a bit over the top but if it works, it works! It was so very kind of him..he really cares and has gotten so fond of Asher too. Kaine and I kind of have this little pact, we are going to wait for one another to get older if we can, and we will see what happens then. We are hoping for a future together. I am so happy, no one makes me feel this way...and I don't think that even Jason, my "suitor," could get in the way.
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Re: my inner secrets (missy) « Reply #6 on Oct 9, 2006, 5:34pm »
Kaine's family-they are a kind, loud, and interesting bunch all at the same time. I guess maybe I should break this down a little bit! After all, there are about nine kids in the family! Wow what a lot to handle. Slender is the mother, she was very kind to help and take care of Asher for me. Steal is one of the brother's, he helped Kaine fight their father and get rid of him. Slayer in my opinion is just horrible, and I suppose that is saying something. Lily is a cute little girl who has a lot of energy but it way too inquisitive. Luna...Luna doesn't like me and I don't have control over that. I'm trying to like her but she is acting so cold. There are many others in the family that are fun and wild, and I really like this family.
So my visit was interesting and stressing all at the same time. We got there, my parents were not pleased with me at all and for awhile I felt very ashamed. We had dinner, and a few comments were made that I just couldn't take...I mean I had had it...I can flipped my lid...I can't believe I did it...I practically yelled at my parents and nearly made them both have a heart attack, then I told the truth and how this was all set up and I wasn't going to date Jason. The rest of the meal was ruined and I wanted to go. Then the doorbell rang and in came Jason, bad timing. Kaine wanted to stay and for me to calm down, and though I felt pretty stupid at this point I agreed. Jason was doing all sorts of things to impress my parents and be polite, I think it was really getting on Kaine's nerves and making him jealous. Eventually they all left and I was alone with Kaine. We put Asher to bed and even though I didn't mean to it just sorta happened...um, I'm not going to explain it but Kaine and I were still just as much in love as ever. Well, the next morning my grandmother showed up! I missed her so much, I loved her very much too. Things didn't go very well between her and Kaine sadly, and Kaine left early with me promising to return. I love my grandma though and was happy to see her. Hopefully now things will take a turn for the better. And soon though I'm a bit worried, Asher is going to be made a werewolf.
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Re: my inner secrets (missy) « Reply #7 on Mar 25, 2007, 5:07pm »
AHEM!!!!!! NEW SCHOOL YEAR!!!!! I'm now one year old and, with any luck, one year wiser. I'm so sorry that I just left you hanging and never got back to you old friend. After my last journal entry, things became very hectic very fast and I just no longer had time to tell you everything. Perhaps I'll just sum everything up. Asher was made a lycan, and he is the most energetic little thing ever. When he turned he looked two years old, and now he is three. Kaine and I have had our ups and downs but we've worked it out. Some things have happened that I don't wish to tell, and really would rather my future children not know about. So unfortunately, some thing will be overlooked.
Anywho, Kaine and I have made a promise to each other, to be together and be there for one another He is so cute. A new school year has begun and...ta da! I'm pregnant. I know, I'm shocked. But, I just couldn't be happier. I'm half lycan now too hehehe, I wanted it, wanted it so I could be with Kaine, and in the end I know it's for the best. Things with my family will get worked out in time.
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He is so cute. A new school year has begun and...ta da! I'm pregnant. I know, I'm shocked. But, I just couldn't be happier. I'm half lycan now too hehehe, I wanted it, wanted it so I could be with Kaine, and in the end I know it's for the best. Things with my family will get worked out in time.